My story of how I came to do what I do…

The details of how I came to do what I do are something I rarely shared with anyone for a very long time, but given that the world is currently shunting its way uncomfortably through the twilight zone, it now feels very relevant.

I come from a very conventional family (albeit narcissistic; more on that later) in a very conventional town, but about 25 years ago, when I was in my early 20’s, I had a completely unexpected experience which changed my life entirely.

Basically when I was eating my dinner one night, I suddenly felt like I temporarily left the dinner table whilst also still physically being there. Except it wasn’t just the dinner table that I left, it was the planet.

I saw the Earth from somewhere way out in space, but this wasn’t like any kind of vision or imagination; I had the energetic sensation of consciously being there too.

It didn’t last long & before I knew it I was ‘back’, but everything had completely changed.

I felt like I wasn’t properly in my body, I could perceive energies I hadn’t previously known existed, I had the most gut-wrenching feeling of homesickness, & I honestly thought I was going mad.

I could no longer view life from anywhere near the perspective that had always been normal for me. With a new awareness of all kinds of things ‘bigger’ than this world, but also a sensation of incredibly frustrating amnesia, I felt like I’d just been put on the Earth with no idea where I came from, how I got there & more to the point why. It felt like some kind of shit practical joke & I was furious.

This story may sound superfluous but unbeknownst to me, those days when I felt unimaginably lost, drowning in a constant state of ungrounded mild panic, were the beginning of me finding my life path.

And, as will be blindingly obvious to anyone reading this today, a huge spiritual awakening. I just had no idea. What with it being Swindon, 2001, having been brought up in what I’d call extreme normality.

As I began to get my bearings in what felt like a totally new existence, I never shook off the constant feeling that I was straddling two worlds. As my partner Graham once put it, ‘Basically, Luce, you had one foot either side of the fence & the fence was slightly higher than your inside leg.’ Exactly that.

One thing I remember vividly about that time is that I knew that at some point in the future, the world & all its hierarchical, agenda driven, brainwashing, insidiously manpulative nonsense I quickly became aware of, would turn completely on its head.

I knew that things would come good.

Not just good but unimaginably incredibly good. Beyond what most of us would ever dare to dream.

And I knew that many more people would be going through similar experiences to what I was going through whilst that shift was happening.

So I made a pact with myself then, when what I craved more than anything was something or someone that could just sit with me somewhere between ‘normal’ & ‘out there’, that however far down the road to the alternative I ended up, I would never, ever, forget the discomfort of straddling that fence.

Careerwise, I worked with ex-prisoners, drug addicts, & people with mental health issues, & again found this huge disparity, but this time within the human body.

‘We’ll help with the drug addiction when the psychosis has gone.’

‘We’ll help with the psychosis when the drug addiction has gone.’

Wtf?!

I left in frustration thinking how could it even be thought possible to truly heal a human being by metaphorically chopping them into bits? Looking around at the general deterioration of health amongst people was all I needed to confirm that it isn’t possible at all.

If our current reductionist method of dealing with health worked, there wouldn’t be an ever increasing level of chronic ill health. It really is as simple as that.

From here I quickly became aware of the corruption within the medical world; something that I & probably millions of others are now insanely relieved has been finally coming to light particularly since the huge backfire of 2020 & will continue to unravel throughout the coming years.

…So I knew that I wanted to learn something holistic, because I now knew that with a bird’s eye view you see more, & the interconnection between everything becomes clearer, so I set about using myself as a human guinea pig.

I eventually came across naturopathic nutrition & it instantly rang true.

At last; something that bridges the gap, relieving me of that uncomfortable straddle.

Something that acknowledges the influence that food, drugs, thoughts, feelings, energy, radiation, toxins etc, have on the physical & energetic levels of the cells, organs, body, planet & universe.

Whilst also recognising our largely untapped capacity to evolve as humans by learning to clear the body & hold more light.

I quickly learnt first hand the difference that good nutrition can make to the body, but also to the mind (I used to suffer from anxiety), & later, when I had my children, that it is always possible to make incredibly good tasting healthy alternatives to most if not all common staples.

I experienced how our thoughts, energy & relationships can influence not only ourselves but those around us, & not only their emotions but their bodies too.

This led me to learn about the quantum field, vibration & the world of sound & frequency healing, which I began incorporating into my work several years ago.

I also witnessed & experienced all kinds of ‘incurable’ things being cured, & although I do believe western medicine has its place, I am grateful for not having had the need to go to the doctor in over 16 years.

I gradually took to writing more & more with the intention of highlighting the importance of bodily autonomy, sovereignty, integrity, instinct, authenticity, & what it means to be a free, organic human being in a world increasingly hell-bent on stifling all of this.

I published my first book, ‘Breaking Free of Personal and Global Narcissism’ in 2023 & am currently writing my second, ‘pHARMed’, focused on exposing the corruption & manipulation

within the medical industry.

Narcissistic abuse is very close to my heart & also what I believe we’re seeing playing out globally in this hard push against human sovereignty.

Seeing & releasing these destructive, dehumanising, narcissistic patterns are to me a huge & necessary part of this painful but liberating shift through the twilight zone as we break out of the old, crumbling toxic systems & begin to build the new…

Now that the veil of our ‘reality’ is being pulled back at an alarming rate, we all have the opportunity to not only see what’s been hidden from us for so long, but to evolve to live as a human being here on earth, but with full remembering of the bigger picture.

The full picture of who we are, where we come from, why we’re here, & perhaps most importantly of all, regaining our sovereignty & awareness of our true capabilities when it comes to stepping out of victimhood & learning to create our own reality.

This is what I mean by ‘clear the body to hold the light’.

Clearing the toxins & dense vibrations held in the body, & the energetic ‘knots’ stuck in our energy field – making space for it to be replaced by light, which can eventually lift the veil entirely.

These toxins, traumas, belief patterns, undermining behaviours, the triggers etc. Whether personal or global, this is the stuff that feels dark because it’s a low, heavy, dense energy. It’s the stuff that’s stuck to us over generations & countless lifetimes.

In the past we’ve not had the opportunity or wherewithal to see it, let alone release it, but now there is such a huge amount of light hitting the planet, we’re increasingly able to see what’s lurking in the attic – all the junk we stuffed away when we didn’t know what else to do with it.

And with this influx of light, it’s becoming increasingly uncomfortable & difficult to pretend our ‘stuff’ isn’t there. It’s starting to poke us in the ribs & stare us out from across the room. That’s why things can seem so chaotic at the moment…

We tend to see & respond to life through the lens of these ‘knots’ of trauma, old beliefs, conditioning etc., which can give us a distorted, tainted, often stressful view of reality, including ourselves & other people.

They also influence the energetic signal we send out – which is then matched & reflected back to us with life experiences to help us see what needs to be seen in order to be cleared.

To me it’s hard work but worth it a million times over. I am very much still a work in progress but I can see how with a clearer body & energetic field, the clearer the signal we pulse out & the more harmonious the reality is that’s reflected back to us.

This is how we create – we clear the ‘mess in the attic’ that’s unconsciously running the show for us.

When it becomes apparent that this is what’s happening, it becomes impossible to play the victim or blame anyone or anything (which is quite inconvenient let’s be honest), but with that comes the empowerment in knowing that if the shit stuff is down to us, the good stuff is in our power too.

I now work both physically & energetically, with naturopathic techniques, nutrition & sound healing to support others with this clearing process.

(Please see my article, ‘Clear the Body to Hold the Light’, & my ‘What I do’ page for more information.)

Saying that though, the reason I’m sharing my story is because I no longer really want to label myself as a naturopath, sound healer or nutritionist (thank God for that, no one loves a nutritionist, that’s for sure!).

I’m just me.

I do these things, but it feels more important to just share my story & offer what I can.

I have a fair amount of life experience & plenty of qualifications & knowledge of healing, but as well as that I want to let people know that I also come from a narcissistic family, with all the baggage that comes with that, & that I had one of the messiest spiritual awakenings I’ve ever come across. I’m also wide awake to the bullshit that’s still audaciously/ laughably being peddled on this sometimes seemingly Godforsaken shitshow of a planet.

Sometimes I want to close my eyes & sleep until the darkness has finished thrashing around making people’s lives unbearably hard at times.

But mostly I never want it to end & the more I realise we are a victim of nothing & the creators of everything, the more excitement I have for our collective future.

As a result I’m surprised by nothing, open to everything, can relate to a lot & am absolutely in no position to judge anyone.

On a final note, now that the world is changing increasingly quickly, it’s quite liberating to admit that in more recent years I have begun to experience the beginnings of somewhat foggy but undeniable (to me at least, after having denied these things for so long) galactic connections.

…Which ends my story on a bit of a cliff hanger whilst also bringing it neatly full circle.

The thing I was so scared of for so long, I now see as an absolute God send.

And I still absolutely know with every bone in my body that the best is very much yet to come.  💫